fallen angels (muse 5, revisited)
i am thumbing through pages of your scripture
studying chapter and verse
committing your psalms to memory
seeking the god in you
there i am
toiling Eden’s garden
hungry for the taste of you
so if they created you
than it is in their image, too,
that i digest forbidden fruit
last night, i tried to find the spot where truth lies
and fell into your full moon eyes
see, i had forgotten what it was like to be hypnotized
the earth in your iris was healing
the patience in your pupil revived me
see – i wanna love you like i love the east side
cause last night
when i dreamt of fallen angels
i found the musculature sketching of god in your smile and thought:
wow. they are real.
the crescent moon corners of your face begged me not to look away
so i lost myself in your universe
but have you forgotten what it feels like for someone to love your smile
as much as god does?
if you show me your naked soul
i’ll bare mine proudly, look – stare.
i am here
lay your open palm on my chest
feel my djembe drum heart beat
you got warrior hands
black like amethysts battling eager hips
this can’t be for nothing – this, something – this
you remind me of a jukebox love song
one with lyrics i don’t always remember
like that one line about how we first met
but with a juke that danced my heart back together
last night
you held me tight enough for the broken pieces of me to find their way whole
i know your soul
or at least, i want to
one day
when you, sun
and me, moon
climb in love
you make me feel like the first time
like if i could wake up every day
become your friend in love again, i would
just so i could spend my days wrapped up in the closeness of you
you are a butterfly’s wings reciting poetry in my belly
you are softly murmured prayers on a sinner’s lips
you send earthquakes shivering down my spine to form the great arch in my back
i am catastrophically overthrown
when you touch me
i am reminded
i am Eve
you, the forbidden tree
i felt thunder between my thighs
my temple collapses
round rolls my eyes
i soak your serpent in my flow of holy water
but have you tasted enough of me
felt inside me, made the moan
i never knew existed belt itself a beaming Hallelujah
will you recollect my sweetness on your tongue
so upon my crumbling you know precisely where to place
the puzzle pieces of my soul and of my hips
we will find our redemption
maybe where our pelvises meet and wings have calmed their fluttering
who knows
cause nothing is more enticing than fallen angels with their souls exposed
muse 5
you are a butterfly’s wings reciting poetry in my belly.
you are softly murmured prayers on a sinner’s lips.
you send earthquakes shivering down my spine to form the great arch in my back.
i am catastrophically overthrown.
when you touch me,
i am reminded
i am Eve.
you, the forbidden tree.
i feel thunder between my thighs
my temple collapses
round rolls my eyes.
i soak your serpent in my flow of holy water
but have you tasted enough of me
felt inside me, made the moan i never knew existed
belt itself a beaming Hallelujah
will you recollect my sweetness on your tongue so
upon my crumbling you know precisely where to place the puzzle pieces
of my soul and of my hips
we will find our redemption
maybe where our pelvises meet and wings have calmed their fluttering
who knows
let me be your holy insanity
cause nothing is more enticing than fallen angels with their souls exposed.
muse 8
i am already full.
i was already full before i met you.
when you came to me,
you touched me,
reminded me who i was –
though i don’t need completion.
i just need someone who will read my poetry without me asking first.